Thanks for the persons I meet in my life... God just moves in mysterious ways....
Monday, September 27, 2010
It's True:)
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. - MAM
We get inspiration from the people who believe, trust and lift our spirit....
Thanks for the persons I meet in my life... God just moves in mysterious ways....
I couldn't reach my friend through phone because my phone got low bat... Too glad there's a good samaritan around...i just believe in miracles and nothing would be impossible....
Thanks for the persons I meet in my life... God just moves in mysterious ways....
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Angel in Disguise!
REFLECTIONS......
"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed."
Proverbs 16:3
As I ponder the lessons learned in life.... I come to realize....sometimes what we want is not what God wants for us..... I said in silence thy will be done.... I dreamed for reaching Jerusalem and have pilgrimage.... In silence in my small pink room I prayed Lord for the countless blessings thank you so much, for the things that had happened good or bad there is always a reason... Things happen for a reason and it is amazing to know that you will find that angel that will lead you back to the faith you once had,,,,, I will be missing home I guess, but fulfillment entails sacrifice....
"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed."
Proverbs 16:3
Sunday, September 19, 2010
MIracles happen when you least expect....
I had a meeting with friends in the industry a whil ago.... i least excpected to eat a lot of sweets but i did.... happy memories reminisced... i missed the laughter and the fun.... had coffee....i loved it when we talk about plans..... hoping it will happen soon.... thinking in the South and culinary arts.... waiting for winter next year.... where will us be... a year from now on October?... would it be in the South or a bit farther.... Confused about choices.... I settled to believe tht miracles coul happen.... and what would be the most important.... is that God has plans for us.... and that He knows what's th Best for us.... nothing to fear about and nothin to worry about.... I trust you Oh Lord with all of my heart, Let it be done according to Your will...:) Blessed Sunday!:)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Love my Restauranteur! Love my Engineer! Love my Architect!
I had an exciting day.... A bit tiring..... stressful to my angels because of the challenge... ..... Soon to be Restauranteurs, Engineers and Architects....:) Inspired by the way they had the defense seriously...fun and exciting.... mentor Mami Amie and Doc Grace...two thumbs-up.... It was all worth the wait, effort, challenge and risk.....:) had a laugh from the mini miniature from the cool intoduction and uniforms....another challenge revision and then go move on.........;)
No matter how wasted you think you are, there will always be that someone who will love you just because you are not like anyone else. :-) - DRL. I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to be where You are
So I don't want to go
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to be where You are
So I don't want to go
Monday, September 13, 2010
It CHanged my Heart!:)
Three Little Kittens that changed my Heart - GRU despicable me
A lot of Angels that touched my heart - EmC
Change isn't too late after all.....
Who would have thought that a hard hearted individual could turn out into a fun loving GRU...
I miss my Fluffy Unicorn..... It's so fluffy.i think will die!!!!
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As I walked through the corridors early this morning I saw campaign signs.....
"CHANGE is indeed inevitable, but it is not always for what's good and
what's best. CHANGE could also be for what is worse and unlikely.
CHANGE is a two sided coin where one has to gamble. Why gamble when you
have the option of choosing progress and success we all WANTED- Rhen Alava
Vote! WANTED!:) Goodluck to you Rhen, Nina, Joyce, Yda and the rest of the team...
I believe in each and every good endeavor that you are willing to pursue....Keep the fire glowing....
A lot of Angels that touched my heart - EmC
Change isn't too late after all.....
Who would have thought that a hard hearted individual could turn out into a fun loving GRU...
I had so much fun watching the film..... Gru a wicked man who wanted to steal the moon ended up to be a potential dad for the three orphans Agnes, Margo and Edith
GRU: One big unicorn, strong and free, thought he was happy as he could be. Then three little kittens came around and turned his whole life upside down. They made him laugh, they made him cry. He never should have said goodbye. And now he knows he can never part from those three little kittens that changed his heart.
I miss my Fluffy Unicorn..... It's so fluffy.i think will die!!!!
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As I walked through the corridors early this morning I saw campaign signs.....
"CHANGE is indeed inevitable, but it is not always for what's good and
what's best. CHANGE could also be for what is worse and unlikely.
CHANGE is a two sided coin where one has to gamble. Why gamble when you
have the option of choosing progress and success we all WANTED- Rhen Alava
Vote! WANTED!:) Goodluck to you Rhen, Nina, Joyce, Yda and the rest of the team...
I believe in each and every good endeavor that you are willing to pursue....Keep the fire glowing....
Sunday, September 12, 2010
LIfe is like a box of chocolate! It's all about Me, you and Us!
LIFE is like a box of chocolates bittersweet memories:
Goodnight Moonlight…..:)…Goodmoring Sunshine! Live by Faith…
October 10, 2009 by emc
Set your heart into the more important things!!!! young as the youth are…… wanted to finish and accomplish things ASAP…… wondering what could be of the most significant…… rushing through anything gives things maybe undone……take time to appreciate things….and events when you could….. I was so inspired with people pursuing the desires of their lives, even though it means a bunch of sacrifice….. learned it from a doctor friend…. love the thought of waking up each morning with an inspiration in my heart….. dealing with so many people all walks of life may be difficult… but enjoying….takes a lot of challenges and learnings…. wanted to reach that blue eagle but how?….. thinking,,,,, might not be too late….. but nah….duh,,,,, maybe a bit of encouragement and a little prayer with a big thanks to the One who has given it All….. makes life a whole lot of meaning and adventure….Live it…..Love it…… TReasure It……Pursue it…………. Content…… Commitment……. Sincerity….Happiness…..Sacrifice….Focus…. Food for thought…Faith…Hope….
Finding Ways….
No matter how wasted you think you are, there will always be that someone who will love you just because you are not like anyone else. :-) - DRL. I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to be where You are
So I don't want to goOctober 2, 2009 by emc
I woke up early this morning…. have a cup of coffee and read the newspaper….Headlines would be again about Ondoy and Pepeng….God has always been here for us, He has not left us and continuesly gives us challenges to be firm and strong…. another article I have read was that of My favorite speaker Francis Kong….he wrote….
Successful people find ways!..:)
Excellent people find ways. Mediocre people find reasons.
Excellent people improve. Mediocre people decline.
Excellent people smile. Mediocre people whine.
Excellent people think out of the box. Mediocre people rarely even think.
Excellent people do thier responsibility. Mediocre people do their job.
Excellent people are committed. Mediocre people are compliant.
THIS IS WHY EXCELLENT PEOPLE SUCCEED AND MEDIOCRE PEOPLE NEVER DO..
:)
September 12, 2009 by emc
“Maturity is a key to success…the most expensive currency is time…u have the choice to be a thermometer or a thermostat! U can be a reactor to every circumstance, or u can take charge and call the shots!:) You have a choice…:) life is manifique!“
An Eagle soared high!
August 29, 2009 by emc
Looking forward to each and everyday day Im learning…..but more excitedly….. on Saturdays….. I could never explain how good it feels to be young again,…. hehehe….. I felt responsibility however Im enjoying exchanging of ideas…. challenging cases… most especially each and everytime Im hearing over and over… the mem’ries I have always cherished… and forever be rekindling the remarkable lessons learned…..the mistakes done…but inevitably surpassed challenges….. and most especially the battle probably won….been terribly exhausted but as I look to the choices I made…. I have to stand still….defend the things that hold my desire and decisions….and the dreams I made and I am making….. But what is it without work? and what is it without action? Lesson 1= value equals time…….. the value worth figthig for and the effort worth the time spent….:) As I looked in the streams of boutique…. the diamond… crystals…. SALE everywhere…!!! ehhehehe…..I have noticed one thing…. which in return I would never forget….. the value I have felt…. because of your time…. noticed….. one distinct color…above all competing with green…. but maybe… I hope… maybe forever…… what choices to be made?…. the one I could see or the one I couldn’t see….. hhhhmmmmm very distinct…not extinct and supposedly not brutal……but sweet, enjoying….. fun loving…… serenity…… peace…….:) 150 years….going strong…. stronger as it is…… 2 years passed…..can’t remember maybe 3 years…… still here……could it be reached? until when ? ….till it turns fainted blue;(
God loves U Juz the same!
July 12, 2009 by emc
I love you oh God… higher than d heavens, deeper than d ocean, wider than the Universe…What U honor u Value, wat U value U prioritize…thank u 4 d countless blessings…thy Will be donE! he knows the depths of Ur heart, he loves U juz d same!:)Thank you for the countless blessings…. Your discipline is an affirmation of your love……. for the endless times of showing me how you care…… for everytime I see you smile and everytime I see you in a child’s face….. Lord I thank you…… I see you reaching, saving when you see me drowning, I thank you for the opportunity… I thank you for the time, i thank you for the ear that listens… for the understanding for the love that touches me from within…… I thank you for the blessings….:) …..
My Lord is speaking……:)
May 5, 2009 by emc
I was regretting the past and fearing the future suddenly my Lord was speaking my name is I am…. He paused I waited he continued when you live in the past with its regrets and mistakes I am not here My Name is not I was, When you live in the future with its problems and fears I am not htere my name is not I wll be when you live in the present I am here my name is I am……:) i couldn’t believe things would be happening…. do things change as i may not know…. do feelings change as i may not have known…… do i have the chance to see such a wonderful scene….. do i get the guts to stand on what i believe….. do i have the time to stay and explore…… do i get the time to know what is right….. do I know what is meant for what happens happens….. do I get to see reasons of both worlds…..i’m praying I could know….. I’m praying I have the wisdom….. i’m praying i could fully understand……i know there could be you who could fully understand…….when everyone else turns gloomy and everythingelse seems worthless………. I pray for patience…… pray for guidance……….. I pray for understanding…… I say a little prayer for you………:)
Life is magnifique!
April 26, 2009 by emc
LIfe is magnifique! Two roads diverged in the woods…. I took the one less travelled and it made all the difference!:) ….you can never fully see what the heart really means unless you tried hard
:)emc
As I walk to the valley of yet to be seen….. Questions arise my mind? what would be of expected on me?……..can logic, can a dictionary, can poetry ever describe an abstract mind?… with which whom one gets inspiration from the things yet to be done………how can i ever forget turning back……. as i reminisce such wonderful memories….. i will cherish for life…… I thank you….. for the countless times of making things work-out……of taking time to realize that there would be life after despair….. that there would be hope after every battle fought losing…..that there could be peace after a long years war…… and that there could be peace of mind in a dignity wrecked and that there could be forgiveness in the trust and vow broken……..A life full of dreams a dream can be of reality……and a reality pursued, nourished, nurtured and achieved….. i have given much time, I have given much effort and I have given much love, I have been present it would be of 100%…..- simply my princess…..
A true man’s heart
April 11, 2009 by marianne912000
I am enjoying the moment with you alone…. as we walked to the valley of yet to be seen….. i can see how sincere you have been… , that i would be keeping forever…. and if time wouldn’t keep us together…. stay in my mind…. yet work…. for you to see me again………,,,, search so you could find and ask so you could receive….. how could you ever let go of a love nourished…… how could i ever forget a damn man’s heart’s longing and how could i ever see time….. i couldn’t ever imagine how fast time flies……… i would have never seen such beautiful scene….. thank you……….. for the time……… for the years…………for the tears………. and for letting me realize……… that life is simple but it is never easy………i can see dreams ahead of me…….. i could see things, questions bugging me….. but what could be so true….. a heart felt warmth….. and a true man’s soul……….. God thy will be done….. you have sacrificed a lot….. yet your loving unconditionally………i am inspired …… i am nourished……….. we get countless blessings……… in silence….. we will always be praying…………..Thank you so much…… a living sacrifice…. happy Easter!:)
My Monalisa Smile….:)
April 9, 2009 by emc
I rushed towards the gallery leading to all precious paintings done by my princess…………For the cherished moments, for the tasks finished, for the gifts shared, for the pain and the sorrow surpassed….. and for the fight won….. i do cherish every single moment….. forever i will look forward into a future im dreaming we’ll have….. sacrifice leads to what my heart desires but it takes a thousand dose of anesthesia never to have felt the freezing cold that has made me strong…. thank you so much for the continuing understanding…………for being open minded, for a loving sacrifice…., ……… —-all these thoughts speaks of what she has painted………… a story unfolded in the strokes she has made……… a beautiful scene…. only those who have seen such magnificent art could ever understand…….the reason why, how, and how will be……my Monalisa smile………. I am grateful….. I am loving…..i am loved most of all…….. i have forgiven…….., i sacrificed………….. i have been blessed….:)
Res Ipsa Loquitor!
March 15, 2009 by emc
It speaks for itself….. the law of negligence…….dead corpse…. hope I had managed time…. tears falling…… i could have reached you….. from your last breath i wasn’t there….. is this all worth it!……… i could have held your hand……. i could have whispered strength………. but i was helpless…….. i was breathless…… i couldn’t shout!…. I REMAINED…. quiet…… hopefully not moved….. directed….. and was observed……. desicions have to be made….. you cared….. i felt it when i was weak….. i have seen it when i am blind…… you were there when i have fallen….. and yet i was not there when you were dying……… tears keep falllin… thanking you for the inspiration and especially wisdom…. thank you for the answer…… up to the very last you’ve been….one of God’s sent angels…. I’ll be missing it all….. memories will remain and you will always be remembered….. i couldn’t talk to my attorney again….. i couldn’t see you again….. i know your happy….. i now you’re there up there!!!!! happy contented….. forgiven……… tell our Father to lead me…. tell our Father thank you….. now your my angel……………
my soul surrender! a quiet retreat!
March 10, 2009 by marianne912000
Whenever we tried to be matured we still go back to being
a kid when we get hurt:( - peterpan!
What really matters:)
March 5, 2009 by emc
Pareto Rule
The 80-20 rule:
Of the things you do during the day: Only 20% really matters, that 20% will produce 80% of your results.
* 80% of sales come from 20% customers
80% of the value is in 20% of time spent
-Alex M.
heaven’s missing an AngeL:)
March 2, 2009 by emc
When you came into my life…………there could be one thing undeniably true that is unconditional……… beyond boundaries…… walls maybe put on us……. there could be things of thinking….losing a fought battle……….. struggling to find answers to a hidden past…….. but the truth will set ……….. a good man’s heart free………… ambitions as it may be would be reached through years of sacrifice……..but there could be just one minute a time to stop and think……….to envision a future yet unfolded……… what if dreams would not come true……….wouldn’t you leave?…………… hopefully not…………… if only things will run out smoothly…….if only things would all be changed……… if only I could be………… nevertheless not so sincerely spoken which things has to be said……….very confusing…….. answers would be of what you think…….. the mind plays as it thinks of……. peace of mind does it all………… and being happy is not all that it takes………… but being true and worthy that is what it would be……… unconditionally sacrificing a true heart’s felt desire…… that reaches through self sacrifice………… a love worth fighting for…………. a time well spent and managed and an ambition worth it to be reached……… send flowers on years of turbulence …………… yet send flowers in times of gladness, what would be appreciated ..a time for silence or a time unfelt, unseen, stagnated…… died…..buried……… quietly whispered quietly glanced…. quietly looked upon….. just smiled……….felt inspired….. lifted up everything………..In His Holy Name I pray…………..Thy Holy Will Be Done…………….. so glad your here…….and nothing else to fear about…….everything would be all right there……….In Your Holy Time…………
Enchanted
February 23, 2009 by emc
how does she knows you love her… how does he knows you love him….. how can you show her…. how can you show him…… have you search for a long time….. have you looked for a while……. how does he knows he loves you……everyday would be a fine day……. everyday would be a happy day…… everyday would just be a day of magic…………..what matters most………..in life we do 80% of things not knowing only 20% really matters………life is too short to live it full of regrets……….Be happy……..The goodness of your heart always reflects your soul…………..:)
:)
February 21, 2009 by emc
There are places I remember all my life,
Though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places have their moments
Of lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I loved them all.
And with all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these mem’ries lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
And I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more.
And I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more
In my life I loved you more-Adapted
Nothing compares…:)
February 2, 2009 by emc
nothing compares to your love…. a breeze that reaches the heaven…. i could smell the lilacs scent….. i can feel the sweet sunrise’s warmth…. i could see the eyes that shows grace…. the serenity of the place… i glanced at the morning’s light i saw you watching with all your dreams….. it means no worries for the rest of your days hakunamatata….. i heard the lion roared…..i quickly rushed to the veranda… i thought it’s morning… but the clouds…, and dark suddenly covers the sunlight….. how fast time flies… i could not have noticed…. i could have not seen…. but i seek… i find…. and now that i found you….. there would always be the angel that would be there always….. i pass…. i go through…. i have conquered…… i may leave….. but never will i forget about you….. the countless times…. the endless fun…..and the love shown…..it would always grow….. you and me and the world that would be against us….. now would set us free….. -
Time Well Spent….A life well lived! A living sacrifice…
January 28, 2009 by emc
See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time… Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is….- Ephisians 5:15-17
I have only just a minute,
Only sixty seconds in it….
Just a tiny little minute…
But eternity is in it…
Time just slips away…unplanned tasks just gets away….unfinished…..how can you ever deal with it…. when it seems that it swallows you up….. 24 hours yet we wanted more time….but how do we spend it? how do we gain its fruits…. how can we understand if we don’t even know the truth about time…. how can we be wise if we have to judge…..how can we know if we do not confront….and how can we see if we really are blind….when could the time be….to see…to walk to be real….to talk about what is sincere…. and to be true of what you feel…..:)
——–Lord I offer you my life————–
Hold my heart! Let it go if you wish!
December 27, 2008 by emc
Whenever the road of life will lead us…. remember the things I told you…. continue to hold my heart…. let it go if you wish to…… if there could be one thing that’s true…. that I love unconditionally…. against all odds…. Somewhere along this path of life we will meet each other again……When we are really for each other heaven will make a miracle……. continue on loving…… move forward I will be always be happy for you….. always………… we’ll be in each other ’s arms in another lifetime…… in the time when the two of us would be inseparable…… angels will be singing and the spirit would bound us together…….. wait until 300 years if you can…………. as endless as forever…………:) if only….. things will go on what we wanted it to be……….. it seems that mystery will all that is would be………..
My AngeL
December 16, 2008 by emc
She woke up the princess….. rushing at the ballroom…..and she shouted at the top of her voice…………….to the one i once had…………..the one i almost have…………the one i have…………gratefullness was in her eyes…… cryinging like everything had to flashback………….. i followed her….hugged and comforted her….. she was weak………..been hurting….. its the first time i saw how she really felt….. she was nothing compared to anyone else………….tough as she was………i felt the pain she has undergone…. hope in any way I could ease what’s she’s feeling………..I couldn’t do anything……I just looked at her….. gently i lifted her hands and placed it to where my heart is…. hearing my haertbeat…… she just smiled……..sighed thanks for being there always…….. i would always be missing an angel…… hoping the both of us could stay as it is….. but it was too late….. you have to fly….. I haven’t cared for that much…. afraid to spread my wings….. afraid to stay on earth….. but i have seen a much awaited view….. the serenity in the arms of what I really wanted……in decisons you might make…. i would always think of it….. it was planned…. in whatever reason what will going to happen….in the future we’ll both know the answer……..I might not see it now…… but soon….. when each of us… will talk as if there would be an endless conversation of how we were we would be and we will be………… I would be happy always for you…..
Only Time!
December 7, 2008 by emc
for the love i never had, a chance i hoped we had…. a time i hoped has been….this world is full of hypocracy, uncertainties……one thing is true…. i have loved unconditionally…. if these were her words…. what could be of his thoughts…. serious? do i get an answer….. why do i have to wonder….why do i have to ask?…. in the valley where no one else wants to go… a wanderer was set free….. it was i who was the first to look at him….. a stunning tall guy….. nothing magnificent…..at first… but it has something to do with a beauty yet unseen…., trying to read his mind…. i can’t comprehend…. je ne compren pas? when do i have to understand? monsieur? jesuis mademosielle…. i see deeper…. i have understood…. it just amuzes me to know of your dreams…..a goal or a plan to achieve…. the wise guy has told me ” everything scheduled is more likely to be done”..,!!! am i included in your plans?……..how long would it take…. does it have to be a long-term just like financials…. should i see the profit…. or could it be break-even? do fixed assets has to do with this….. damn!!!!!….. it is all nonsense baloney…. only one thing makes sense………..i dreamt, by my side……..there would be always………the adrenalin that will keep me running…..the insulin that rushes through my blood….. the hypothalamus that says………..heart is a feeling….. yet the mind has to think….? make sense?….. you wondered then discover!:)
:)
February 20, 2009 by marianne912000
Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold worldKiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour’s never a wasted one
The violin, the poet’s hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawnLove while the night still hides the withering dawn
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Nothing compares…:)
February 2, 2009 by marianne912000
nothing compares to your love…. a breeze that reaches the heaven…. i could smell the lilacs scent….. i can feel the sweet sunrise’s warmth…. i could see the eyes that shows grace…. the serenity of the place… i glanced at the morning’s light i saw you watching with all your dreams….. it means no worries for the rest of your days hakunamatata….. i heard the lion roared…..i quickly rushed to the veranda… i thought it’s morning… but the clouds…, and dark suddenly covers the sunlight….. how fast time flies… i could not have noticed…. i could have not seen…. but i seek… i find…. and now that i found you….. there would always be the angel that would be there always….. i pass…. i go through…. i have conquered…… i may leave….. but never will i forget about you….. the countless times…. the endless fun…..and the love shown…..it would always grow….. you and me and the world that would be against us….. now would set us free….. - Nala
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Time Well Spent….A life well lived! A living sacrifice…
January 28, 2009 by marianne912000
See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time… Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is….- Ephisians 5:15-17
I have only just a minute,
Only sixty seconds in it….
Just a tiny little minute…
But eternity is in it…
Time just slips away…unplanned tasks just gets away….unfinished…..how can you ever deal with it…. when it seems that it swallows you up….. 24 hours yet we wanted more time….but how do we spend it? how do we gain its fruits…. how can we understand if we don’t even know the truth about time…. how can we be wise if we have to judge…..how can we know if we do not confront….and how can we see if we really are blind….when could the time be….to see…to walk to be real….to talk about what is sincere…. and to be true of what you feel…..:)
——–Lord I offer you my life————–
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Grow from Change - One Moment in Time
January 9, 2009 by marianne912000
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I’m only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
For every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
I’ve lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I’ve laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
You’re a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one
moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free
_ One Moment in TIme (WH)
When you do the same things the same way you do not get better results!
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Hold my heart! Let it go if you wish!
December 27, 2008 by marianne912000
Whenever the road of life will lead us…. remember the things I told you…. continue to hold my heart…. let it go if you wish to…… if there could be one thing that’s true…. that I love unconditionally…. against all odds…. Somewhere along this path of life we will meet each other again……When we are really for each other heaven will make a miracle……. continue on loving…… move forward I will be always be happy for you….. always………… we’ll be in each other ’s arms in another lifetime…… in the time when the two of us would be inseparable…… angels will be singing and the spirit would bound us together…….. wait until 300 years if you can…………. as endless as forever…………:) if only….. things will go on what we wanted it to be……….. it seems that mystery will all that is would be……….. - princess
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For the Heart I once Had
December 22, 2008 by marianne912000
Heaven today is but a way
To a place I once called home
Heart of a child, one final sigh
As another love goes cold
Once my heart beat to the rhythm of the falling snow
Blackened below, the river now flows
A stream of molten virgin snow
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
Living today without a way
To understand the weight of the world
Faded and torn, old and forlorn
My weak and hoping heart
For the child, for the light
For the heart I once had
I’ll believe and foresee
Everything I could ever be
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
Time will not heal a Dead Boy’s scars
Time will kill
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
-Nightwish
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My AngeL
December 16, 2008 by marianne912000
She woke up the princess….. rushing at the ballroom…..and she shouted at the top of her voice…………….to the one i once had…………..the one i almost have…………the one i have…………gratefullness was in her eyes…… cryinging like everything had to flashback………….. i followed her….hugged and comforted her….. she was weak………..been hurting….. its the first time i saw how she really felt….. she was nothing compared to anyone else………….tough as she was………i felt the pain she has undergone…. hope in any way I could ease what’s she’s feeling………..I couldn’t do anything……I just looked at her….. gently i lifted her hands and placed it to where my heart is…. hearing my haertbeat…… she just smiled……..sighed thanks for being there always…….. i would always be missing an angel…… hoping the both of us could stay as it is….. but it was too late….. you have to fly….. I haven’t cared for that much…. afraid to spread my wings….. afraid to stay on earth….. but i have seen a much awaited view….. the serenity in the arms of what I really wanted……in decisons you might make…. i would always think of it….. it was planned…. in whatever reason what will going to happen….in the future we’ll both know the answer……..I might not see it now…… but soon….. when each of us… will talk as if there would be an endless conversation of how we were we would be and we wil be………… I would be happy always for you…..
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I dreamed I was missing;(
December 14, 2008 by marianne912000
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are
-Linkin Park
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Only Time!
December 7, 2008 by marianne912000
for the love i never had, a chance i hoped we had…. a time i hoped has been….this world is full of hypocracy, uncertainties……one thing is true…. i have loved unconditionally…. if these were her words…. what could be of his thoughts…. serious? do i get an answer….. why do i have to wonder….why do i have to ask?…. in the valley where no one else wants to go… a wanderer was set free….. it was i who was the first to look at him….. a stunning tall guy….. nothing magnificent…..at first… but it has something to do with a beauty yet unseen…., trying to read his mind…. i can’t comprehend…. je ne compren pas? when do i have to understand? monsieur? jesuis mademosielle…. i see deeper…. i have understood…. it just amuzes me to know of your dreams…..a goal or a plan to achieve…. the wise guy has told me ” everything scheduled is more likely to be done”..,!!! am i included in your plans?……..how long would it take…. does it have to be a long-term just like financials…. should i see the profit…. or could it be break-even? do fixed assets has to do with this….. damn!!!!!….. it is all nonsense baloney…. only one thing makes sense………..i dreamt, by my side……..there would be always………the adrenalin that will keep me running…..the insulin that rushes through my blood….. the hypothalamus that says………..heart is a feeling….. yet the mind has to think….? make sense?….. you wondered then discover!:)
:)
November 27, 2008 by emc
I saw faces, cultures and even ways….. i’m a bit confused….. a bit worried…. a bit thrilled….. will i be alone in the place i haven’t been yet…. or could i smell the blood, that i have been thirsting for….. tears fell from my eyes… been crystalized…. created a wound at my face….. will i feel ashamed? or will you defend….. should i know the answer….. or should i wait for you in time…. I am seeing the vast and fast and dark events that could happen….. but i kept on searching but i keep in bleeding… patience we need patience…. and sacrifice goes with it…. will desicions ever hunt me? or regrets would keep on bugging me…. leave…. now leave…but if you will remember to look back….. remembered the days, the memories and especially bring with you everything learned, achieved, proud of….inspired …relieved…..blessed we’ll meet again…. maybe sometime…..in 300 years… in the years where no oneelse would live…. in the time where there would be only just one spirit….. just one soul….. just one whisper……. just one tear…..just one heart…..just one reality and just one dream came true…. that’s with you…..- looking seeing….. she just told me these things very unclear….should i understand? how could i know…..how could i bear…. if idon’t know…. seek and you shall find….follow and see!:)
Take a bow!
November 17, 2008 by emc
Saw fireworks?!:) amuzing…. I was thinking, we look up at the same sky….whenever you look up in the sky…. think of the day I first looked and gazed at you….funny how two worlds just crossed….. feeling blessed…? has it planned….. has fate has to do with this….I could never be too far were under the same sky….. I saw her she was there…. very entertaining…… but it’s over now…..I pray that i could see my spirit…. I will be lifted… relieved….go on…
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Also Heroes bleed… angels save… and You… give hope…
November 6, 2008 by marianne912000
As the dawn approaches it saddens me….. but i could see it’s beauty…. as if there would never be tomorrow….. I am enjoying every single moment spent, happily, undeniebly contented….. but I can feel the blood rushing…. the waters splashing…. saying where do I start? whom would I believe…. could I restore, or could someome restore what the dark lord has destroyed? I could see hope from afar….. however I could not leave yet…. shadows do hunt me…. couuld I see the sunshine…. has it yet to come? how many hours would I wait? could I see the face of the angel who guides me….. or should I search for the path to where I like to stay? do I have a choice? I only have one ticket…. to whom will I give it? should I keep it? I only have one choice that is I have to choose….. confusing…… yes…. dig deeper see deeper… think deeper…. swim into the ocean….. look into the caves…. understand like no other….. and love unconditionally….. makes sense?
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I’d Rather…….:)
October 22, 2008 by marianne912000
I’m wondering where the little princess would go? What does she suppose to do?……. She has never stopped to seek freedom…. She has dreams… She has hopes….She has a vision… and yes she has a purpose… and yet a purpose so unclear to her. I can see how vague and complex life could be… or should i say it would be ufair… I was blinded… so as I felt a knife strike my heart… and it deeply hurts… Or should I say listen to what you feel or what is more important ..is what you think?…..I see his shadow it shakens me…. but it will stop me…. maybe hypocrisy surrounds me but it doesn’t overwhelm me….. the serenity of the place was quite one of the very few reasons there is peace…. and yet the Dark Lord covered the place with it’s blood and it shed my face…… I almost cannot breath….. But a hand has reached me….. take my hand he said….maybe it is HE- yes…. HE is………….I have left it…. yet he remained steadfast He was beside me always…….I am moved… I continued…. I saw her -the princess she was happy….. She is happy…….. I saw it in her smile…. Justifications can’t be guaranteed with one command blink of an eye……A change needed to see her face once again….
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Twilight….
October 5, 2008 by marianne912000
Sometimes love finds us, when our hope is fading and the twilight is setting in, it leads us safety through the darkest nights……the nights when the new moon fills the clouds sky. As it blossoms and grows. Its sparkling light is enough to eclipse the brightest of the breaking dawn……- twilight
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I am blessed…i’ll miss your smile…
September 26, 2008 by marianne912000
the Princess….I never had thought that words could hurt that much….. I felt it in my veins…….as I heard the cool breeze dashing…. I see you falling…. I was worried…. Afraid I could not catch you………. But I have seen his wings spread…. he was nice….I dreamt of him….. Then I saw you… I was confused…. I am alarmed…. I was quite curious….But i have to stop….. think first… maybe twice… thrice and so on…….I had this contenment…. I don’t have to stop….. I won’t….. But someone held my hand….. he held it…. I knew I was moved…. I have been inspired…. time will heal….. someday.. we’ll see…. wherever the road maybe……let it be……
:)
September 26, 2008 by emc
Prince: i will always love the maiden who ran away…
Princess: i love the prince from far away…..
- Into the woods…..
Heaven’s missing an angel…
August 21, 2008 by emc
I see you staring… wondering if I am the one your thinking…. I just miss the old times…. I just loved it when you care… When it seems that this crazy old would be ours…. I just hoped that time would be in our hands… Soon I would know if destiny and fate are true or is it a plan or a choice I would see.
AnGeL :)
August 12, 2008 by emc
Why doesn’t this heart stop from beating
So I won’t feel it hurting
Can somebody tell me?
When I knew all along you’re the one who can see me through
And when everybody turn their backs on me you’d be there
And now things have changed, you closed your eyes and I felt that coldness right straight into my veins
I saw you’re sad, I saw you cared, I saw you cried, I got confused,
I was thinking that the angeI I thought who was there, just passed my way, touched my life, give meaning to my days but never will stay.
Be a great leader!
August 3, 2008 by emc
Managers trump companies….It’s not that…. employee focused initiatives are unimportant. It’s just that your immediate manager is more important… She defines and pervades your work and environment… If your relationship with your manager is fractured, then no amount of in chair massaging or company sponsored dog walking will persuade you to stay and perform. It is better to work for a great manager in an old fashioned company than for a terrible manager in a company offering an enlightened, company focused culture. -(Harvard School of Business, Brian J. Hall, Harvard Essentials)
Would you be there?
August 3, 2008 by emc
If ever you’d be there…. would you be there?
If ever I were there…. would you be there?
If ever I am sick…. would you be there?
If ever I needed you… would you be there?
If ever I am scared…. would you be there?
If ever everything’s ok… would you be there?
If ever I am already tired…. would you be there?
If ever I fall… would you be there?
If ever I am in a hurry… would you be there?
If ever I am happy would you be there?
If ever all I can see is the hope in you… would you be there?
If ever I would be there would you be there?
If ever you would not see me again… would you still be there?
If the time, the place and the situation would be right…. I hope you’d still be there…. And I will be there waiting….:)
Do what makes you happy…
July 30, 2008 by emc
Is there such thing as letting go…. or its just moving on…..I’m letting go…. take me to the road I’m on….. Jesus take the wheel…..There is a thousand reasons I want to give up but I’m stubborn in the things I believe… Coz maybe there’s another plan… A plan which I can’t see…. Like a little surprise like your love in my life….-corrinne may
Today Will always be My Cherished Present-Future
July 26, 2008 by emc
Never thought life could be this complicated…. decisions hunt me until evening… I needed peace of mind… so much things inside my head…. What is essential? Who gives the answer the head or the heart???? How could it be the heart if the head is higher that it??? Because maybe the heart feels and sees things in which the mind can’t…… at the end of the day it all boils down to the question… is it worth it???? Do I deserve this and most of all have I made someone happy??? Or have I atleast served someone to make him/her smile…………….I don’t want to think what will happen in the future…. I just want to think of today…. When I think of tomorrow I feel fear…. I feel maybe excitement and may be confusion….. I just want to live for today…. I’d rather stop thinking of the future…. BUT I WOULD ALWAYS Be reaching for it…. What now is important to me is my present….. my future will then be because of my present… I would nurture today… every single breath that I take, a river of tears I cried, a hundred fold challenges I take would always be for the one I called my present….. I would always be following what my heart desires because from here I draw inspiration, I am having passion and most especially im being cared for….He died for me…. He cares for me, He loves me and most especially He would always be there for me…. and What His plans are I would follow… Even if it means a thousand challenges and battles I would take…. Let it be done according to your word….:) Today I feel happy….. Today I feel relieved…. Today I feel humbled and today I surrender myself…:)
A gentleman Admired
July 24, 2008 by marianne912000
Tired after fencing, that’s what she’s doing every morning the Princess spoke to me….. She just said she attended a very inspiring seminar actually she has been invited to be a speaker but she refused. She was happy to be just one of those audiences. She was amazed to what she had heard in the speech of one of the most Inspiring business typhans In England. She said… "This young man hehehe young at heart indeed he was in his early 40’s. He was in the height of his career. He was serious, a determined man, disciplined, and what made me admire him was that He would always wear a smile that could make people smile also and be happy. He touched people’s lives with all Hs inspiring seminars and speeches:) He was very humble. His story was from rugs to riches. Going up the ladder of success was not easy for HIm. It took him a thousand struggles and obstacles to reach His goal. And you know what? He have not dreamt of becoming rich, maybe for some of us money was the only thing in our minds. We think business right? But come to think of it when you think of money? You become stressed you become overly obsessed with worldly possessions. But hey this money is not all there is in the world? Right? This young gentlman proved to me that being successful isn’t all about what you can get in your pocket but most importantly what you can do to make other people happy. And success goes with it. Its having friends to confide on, It’s not just about what you know but whom you know… Living in this complex world isn’t easy. We need each other to survive. Yes we have to be independent. But what makes the world go round? Yeah people who inspire, who bring out the best in us and most importantly people who believe in us. And these people are the ones whom we love and respect in return. The experiences we have each day may it be nice or bad are all part of everyday’s battle. It’s up to us if we would just stop and give up or to always be strong, fight and continue to survive and move on….." I too also I am impressed to what I have heard from her… I’ve got a smile in my face also…..:) hehehehe
The way it is!
July 17, 2008 by emc
My angel was guiding me all along…. I have not noticed for the longest time… He just wanted me to see things differently. Life’s not at all a bed of roses after all.. Life is not worth living if everything’s smooth sailing…. All I ever have to do is trust Him… He was not asleep He knows what’s He’s doing…. when finally Jesus said why be worried and anxious I am here. Where is your faith? Why worry when I will always be around? Why struggle when you have someone at yor side…. I will never leave you I am always here……. I felt it in the circumstances… Nothing is coincidence…. May be there’s a plan, a plan which I can’t see…..- "Corrinne" Soon I would know and sometimes answers come the least we expected it…. The most unexpected date and place and most of all the most unexpected person…. maybe there’s a purpose….. A very special gift we just can’t see…… maybe an inspiration from within…..
Tell me what’s right??
July 17, 2008 by emc
Be with the one you love or be with the one who loves you rightly…:) love is patient love is kind love is not jealous…… love is unconditional….. love is sacrifing….. love is not selfish…… love is forgiving……….Now then tell me you love me???? For God so loved the world that He gave us He’s only Son Jesus to save us…… That’s love….. An inspiration… an inner peace coming from within….. A selfless act just for the One you love…. It’s never being unfaithful….. It’s loyal, truthful….. It brings happiness….It brings serenity….It’s never about choosing or confusing…. It’s about who’s willing to stay and fighting it right…. it’s letting go if it is right…. it’s hope…..It’s strength…. It’s freedom…….It’s not ALL ABOUT ME…It’s about you………….:)
Mademoiselle’s little secret….
July 10, 2008 by emc
…..I ran up the attic…. I opened the door…. I was looking for the princess’ little diary once more…. I knew she always runs up here to write on her diary…… I was delighted I found it again and it was on the same place I found it before…. But it looked old and a bit dusty… It looked like a notebook… But still I’m excited on what’s written in its pages….. She was very busy on her French class…She didn’t even bother to look for me and ask for her favorite french vanilla coffee…hhhhmmm…If I could have much time… I was fond of reading her stories, her dreams… her fantasy…..I know it’s her life… it’s hers….." I wish and I pray that I could wipe your tears away….I hope I could still touch your heart and make you smile each day….If only I had realized the care you have shown, If only I have seen your love that was so real……"… I I I I wish it would be continued…:)
He’s with me all along…
July 2, 2008 by emc
I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly, my Lord was speaking:
"MY NAME IS I AM."
He paused. I waited. he continued, " When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, It is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WAS.
When you live in the future, with its problems and fears. It is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WILL be.
When you live in this moment. It is not hard. I am here.
MY NAME IS I AM!!!:)
MISS MY kUNGFU Panda!
July 1, 2008 by emc
"Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery and today is a GIFT!!!
My no matter what guy!
June 15, 2008 by marianne912000
Everyone needs a " no matter what guy". That’s a guy who makes you want to try your best, because he believes in you, lifts you up, inspires you no matter what…..
Everyone needs a guy like that… I know…. because I’ve got my dad… And I know He’ll be there for me always…. no matter what!!!!….
Happy Dad’s day to all fathers… because every guy can be a father but not all are great dads…
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Spongebob makes me smile….
June 1, 2008 by marianne912000
The princess -fond of watching spongebob square pants….was happy when she received this message " im moody lyk squidward, a bit dumb lyk patrick a little too cold hearted lyk plankton and smtyms stpid lyk spongebob…. but i’ll always be beside you my krabbby patty:)" I looked at her with curiousity, again I saw the smile in her face,…. I was relieved….. Now I too am happy… knowing spongebob could make her smile once more…..but I stand still, I have thoughts in my mind…. I remembered I am there??? or Am I just here?? just here….just right here…….
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My Guardan Angel…:)
May 24, 2008 by marianne912000
……I talked with her- the princess, she was bothered quite confused maybe, but I know she’s happy……..I saw her…. she uttered these words…."I wish I could see you smile at me once again, I wish I could bring back those days, I wish I have much time, I wish we had……I was thinking of the past, and yet I am enjoying the present with its challenges and surprises…. The future excites me but I still long for fulfillment…. Does time matter? Do things have to change? Do I have to give-up right now?"…….My Princess please sleep let all your worries maybe anxieties speak for themselves… Let it be..! You’ll know the answers when the time is right……….. I hugged her, she cried…. she was relieved….I know she’s glad….
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You give me inspiration..
May 15, 2008 by marianne912000
Thank you for the admiration…. I hope we had the same time…. I hope I have met you before…. I hope time would bring us in the same world…. I just hope….I m olny in my early 20’s but it is as if Im already doubled your age… I have viewed things in a diffrent manner, have things in mind far beyond people the same my age…. I may think maturely but hey I’m still the same girl who would like to watch movies, telenovelas, even cartoons and believe in angels. I would love to eat fishball and squid balls in the streets and eat cotton candies, popcorn….I’m enjoying my life right now….:) knowing I have someone to look forward to….. to a future mybe so mysterious that only He has the answwer - the key to whom and which my heart desires…..:) Thanks for the inspiration………….
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Right Beside me…
May 13, 2008 by marianne912000
Two roads diverged in the woods, I took the road less travelled and that has made all the difference………..:)
I looked at my angel He was the same when I first saw HIm. But He was unreachable, untouchable maybe…. He was way ahead of me… How could I ever see the angel I thought was only here right beside me…. Always.. I was just thinking He could bring me to heaven…. And yet I have to stay, here, just right here. I could not go far….I have dreams to fulfill have battles to win, have struggles to surpass…. I have it all in my hands so i have to be here….. just here………I know in the future I could meet Him… Maybe in heaven when all tasks are finished I could see Him, I could finally glance at Him….
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My Question..:) He’s the answer…:)
May 12, 2008 by marianne912000
I was wondering how the princess would react on the statements written in a notebook I found in her closet….:)
"I can do anythinng through Him who gives me strength…
To view everyday as a learning adventure with brand new ideas to explore..
To know that all triumphs you make will eventually lead you to more..
To live your own life in the manner you’ve chosen.
Refusing to settle for less.
To shape your own destiny build your own world…:)"
P.S….
There are things that confuse us… especially when events need a sudden decision making… right? For some it would be easy, for others it would not be. Things happen for a reason and really sometimes reasons we just ca’nt understand. But think again should we worry for something we should not fear about.. Yes we need to trust Him.. and trusting Him means surrendering, being patient and having to wait even though it means hey move on but slow down…. Finally I have come to realize the value of waiting… perfect TIMING, to LOVE fully each day, to SACRIFICE, and be optimistic even though I have to face so many challenges in this vast and complicated world I am in…
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Having read what was in the fancy notebook, I was delighted, maybe enlightened… and wait…shhh.. hope she’d not be awakened…I finally sneaked out of her room…ran fast and that was fun…:)
With great power comes great responsibility
May 9, 2008 by emc
Fear not as you enter new life. You are not a momentary whim of a careless creator, experimenting in the laboratory life. You are a free manifestation of my love. You are made with a purpose. You are a masterpiece of creation. You are a marvel to behold and I am pleased. I gave you the power to think. i gave you the power to love. I gave you the power to will. I gave you the power to laugh. I gave you the power to create. I gave you the power to plan. I gave you the power to speak. I gave you the power to pray. I gave you the power to adjust to any climate, any hardship, any challenge. I gave you the power to be the master of and to manage your own destiny. I gave you the power to translate and interpret a sensation or perception not by instint but by thought and deliberation into whatsoever is best for yourself. …:)
Choose to love rather than hate. Choose to laugh rather than cry. Choose to build rather than destroy. Choose to praise rather than gossip. Choose to persevere rather than quit. Choose to act rather than procrastinate. Choose to grow rather than stagnate. Choose to pray rather than curse..:)
a bit tiring day…
April 10, 2008 by emc
It’s been a long and hot day…. and been wondering if Shakespear’s ever thought of setting his mind on how to answer the Princess’ question… the sun is about to rise and yet questions have been all over me… have I done something wrong or have it been situations, circumstances that keep the journey quite terribly shaky.. It is dark it is gloomy for the days end in tears so many… when can i hear my angel’s whisper, when can i see my angel smile…
Do what makes you happy..
April 11, 2008 by emc
Just love kids… I’m excited on Sunday, I will be working with kids…. JB Petron launched JB Kiddie crew… i will be working with angels heheh hope they will behave well…
Goodnight Moonlight…..:)…Goodmoring Sunshine! Live by Faith…
October 10, 2009 by emc
Set your heart into the more important things!!!! young as the youth are…… wanted to finish and accomplish things ASAP…… wondering what could be of the most significant…… rushing through anything gives things maybe undone……take time to appreciate things….and events when you could….. I was so inspired with people pursuing the desires of their lives, even though it means a bunch of sacrifice….. learned it from a doctor friend…. love the thought of waking up each morning with an inspiration in my heart….. dealing with so many people all walks of life may be difficult… but enjoying….takes a lot of challenges and learnings…. wanted to reach that blue eagle but how?….. thinking,,,,, might not be too late….. but nah….duh,,,,, maybe a bit of encouragement and a little prayer with a big thanks to the One who has given it All….. makes life a whole lot of meaning and adventure….Live it…..Love it…… TReasure It……Pursue it…………. Content…… Commitment……. Sincerity….Happiness…..Sacrifice….Focus…. Food for thought…Faith…Hope….
Finding Ways….
No matter how wasted you think you are, there will always be that someone who will love you just because you are not like anyone else. :-) - DRL. I don't want to go somewhere
If I know that You're not there
'Cause I know that me without You is a lie
And I don't want to walk that road
Be a million miles from home
'Cause my heart needs to be where You are
So I don't want to goOctober 2, 2009 by emc
I woke up early this morning…. have a cup of coffee and read the newspaper….Headlines would be again about Ondoy and Pepeng….God has always been here for us, He has not left us and continuesly gives us challenges to be firm and strong…. another article I have read was that of My favorite speaker Francis Kong….he wrote….
Successful people find ways!..:)
Excellent people find ways. Mediocre people find reasons.
Excellent people improve. Mediocre people decline.
Excellent people smile. Mediocre people whine.
Excellent people think out of the box. Mediocre people rarely even think.
Excellent people do thier responsibility. Mediocre people do their job.
Excellent people are committed. Mediocre people are compliant.
THIS IS WHY EXCELLENT PEOPLE SUCCEED AND MEDIOCRE PEOPLE NEVER DO..
:)
September 12, 2009 by emc
“Maturity is a key to success…the most expensive currency is time…u have the choice to be a thermometer or a thermostat! U can be a reactor to every circumstance, or u can take charge and call the shots!:) You have a choice…:) life is manifique!“
An Eagle soared high!
August 29, 2009 by emc
Looking forward to each and everyday day Im learning…..but more excitedly….. on Saturdays….. I could never explain how good it feels to be young again,…. hehehe….. I felt responsibility however Im enjoying exchanging of ideas…. challenging cases… most especially each and everytime Im hearing over and over… the mem’ries I have always cherished… and forever be rekindling the remarkable lessons learned…..the mistakes done…but inevitably surpassed challenges….. and most especially the battle probably won….been terribly exhausted but as I look to the choices I made…. I have to stand still….defend the things that hold my desire and decisions….and the dreams I made and I am making….. But what is it without work? and what is it without action? Lesson 1= value equals time…….. the value worth figthig for and the effort worth the time spent….:) As I looked in the streams of boutique…. the diamond… crystals…. SALE everywhere…!!! ehhehehe…..I have noticed one thing…. which in return I would never forget….. the value I have felt…. because of your time…. noticed….. one distinct color…above all competing with green…. but maybe… I hope… maybe forever…… what choices to be made?…. the one I could see or the one I couldn’t see….. hhhhmmmmm very distinct…not extinct and supposedly not brutal……but sweet, enjoying….. fun loving…… serenity…… peace…….:) 150 years….going strong…. stronger as it is…… 2 years passed…..can’t remember maybe 3 years…… still here……could it be reached? until when ? ….till it turns fainted blue;(
God loves U Juz the same!
July 12, 2009 by emc
I love you oh God… higher than d heavens, deeper than d ocean, wider than the Universe…What U honor u Value, wat U value U prioritize…thank u 4 d countless blessings…thy Will be donE! he knows the depths of Ur heart, he loves U juz d same!:)Thank you for the countless blessings…. Your discipline is an affirmation of your love……. for the endless times of showing me how you care…… for everytime I see you smile and everytime I see you in a child’s face….. Lord I thank you…… I see you reaching, saving when you see me drowning, I thank you for the opportunity… I thank you for the time, i thank you for the ear that listens… for the understanding for the love that touches me from within…… I thank you for the blessings….:) …..
My Lord is speaking……:)
May 5, 2009 by emc
I was regretting the past and fearing the future suddenly my Lord was speaking my name is I am…. He paused I waited he continued when you live in the past with its regrets and mistakes I am not here My Name is not I was, When you live in the future with its problems and fears I am not htere my name is not I wll be when you live in the present I am here my name is I am……:) i couldn’t believe things would be happening…. do things change as i may not know…. do feelings change as i may not have known…… do i have the chance to see such a wonderful scene….. do i get the guts to stand on what i believe….. do i have the time to stay and explore…… do i get the time to know what is right….. do I know what is meant for what happens happens….. do I get to see reasons of both worlds…..i’m praying I could know….. I’m praying I have the wisdom….. i’m praying i could fully understand……i know there could be you who could fully understand…….when everyone else turns gloomy and everythingelse seems worthless………. I pray for patience…… pray for guidance……….. I pray for understanding…… I say a little prayer for you………:)
Life is magnifique!
April 26, 2009 by emc
LIfe is magnifique! Two roads diverged in the woods…. I took the one less travelled and it made all the difference!:) ….you can never fully see what the heart really means unless you tried hard
:)emc
As I walk to the valley of yet to be seen….. Questions arise my mind? what would be of expected on me?……..can logic, can a dictionary, can poetry ever describe an abstract mind?… with which whom one gets inspiration from the things yet to be done………how can i ever forget turning back……. as i reminisce such wonderful memories….. i will cherish for life…… I thank you….. for the countless times of making things work-out……of taking time to realize that there would be life after despair….. that there would be hope after every battle fought losing…..that there could be peace after a long years war…… and that there could be peace of mind in a dignity wrecked and that there could be forgiveness in the trust and vow broken……..A life full of dreams a dream can be of reality……and a reality pursued, nourished, nurtured and achieved….. i have given much time, I have given much effort and I have given much love, I have been present it would be of 100%…..- simply my princess…..
A true man’s heart
April 11, 2009 by marianne912000
I am enjoying the moment with you alone…. as we walked to the valley of yet to be seen….. i can see how sincere you have been… , that i would be keeping forever…. and if time wouldn’t keep us together…. stay in my mind…. yet work…. for you to see me again………,,,, search so you could find and ask so you could receive….. how could you ever let go of a love nourished…… how could i ever forget a damn man’s heart’s longing and how could i ever see time….. i couldn’t ever imagine how fast time flies……… i would have never seen such beautiful scene….. thank you……….. for the time……… for the years…………for the tears………. and for letting me realize……… that life is simple but it is never easy………i can see dreams ahead of me…….. i could see things, questions bugging me….. but what could be so true….. a heart felt warmth….. and a true man’s soul……….. God thy will be done….. you have sacrificed a lot….. yet your loving unconditionally………i am inspired …… i am nourished……….. we get countless blessings……… in silence….. we will always be praying…………..Thank you so much…… a living sacrifice…. happy Easter!:)
My Monalisa Smile….:)
April 9, 2009 by emc
I rushed towards the gallery leading to all precious paintings done by my princess…………For the cherished moments, for the tasks finished, for the gifts shared, for the pain and the sorrow surpassed….. and for the fight won….. i do cherish every single moment….. forever i will look forward into a future im dreaming we’ll have….. sacrifice leads to what my heart desires but it takes a thousand dose of anesthesia never to have felt the freezing cold that has made me strong…. thank you so much for the continuing understanding…………for being open minded, for a loving sacrifice…., ……… —-all these thoughts speaks of what she has painted………… a story unfolded in the strokes she has made……… a beautiful scene…. only those who have seen such magnificent art could ever understand…….the reason why, how, and how will be……my Monalisa smile………. I am grateful….. I am loving…..i am loved most of all…….. i have forgiven…….., i sacrificed………….. i have been blessed….:)
Res Ipsa Loquitor!
March 15, 2009 by emc
It speaks for itself….. the law of negligence…….dead corpse…. hope I had managed time…. tears falling…… i could have reached you….. from your last breath i wasn’t there….. is this all worth it!……… i could have held your hand……. i could have whispered strength………. but i was helpless…….. i was breathless…… i couldn’t shout!…. I REMAINED…. quiet…… hopefully not moved….. directed….. and was observed……. desicions have to be made….. you cared….. i felt it when i was weak….. i have seen it when i am blind…… you were there when i have fallen….. and yet i was not there when you were dying……… tears keep falllin… thanking you for the inspiration and especially wisdom…. thank you for the answer…… up to the very last you’ve been….one of God’s sent angels…. I’ll be missing it all….. memories will remain and you will always be remembered….. i couldn’t talk to my attorney again….. i couldn’t see you again….. i know your happy….. i now you’re there up there!!!!! happy contented….. forgiven……… tell our Father to lead me…. tell our Father thank you….. now your my angel……………
my soul surrender! a quiet retreat!
March 10, 2009 by marianne912000
Whenever we tried to be matured we still go back to being
a kid when we get hurt:( - peterpan!
What really matters:)
March 5, 2009 by emc
Pareto Rule
The 80-20 rule:
Of the things you do during the day: Only 20% really matters, that 20% will produce 80% of your results.
* 80% of sales come from 20% customers
80% of the value is in 20% of time spent
-Alex M.
heaven’s missing an AngeL:)
March 2, 2009 by emc
When you came into my life…………there could be one thing undeniably true that is unconditional……… beyond boundaries…… walls maybe put on us……. there could be things of thinking….losing a fought battle……….. struggling to find answers to a hidden past…….. but the truth will set ……….. a good man’s heart free………… ambitions as it may be would be reached through years of sacrifice……..but there could be just one minute a time to stop and think……….to envision a future yet unfolded……… what if dreams would not come true……….wouldn’t you leave?…………… hopefully not…………… if only things will run out smoothly…….if only things would all be changed……… if only I could be………… nevertheless not so sincerely spoken which things has to be said……….very confusing…….. answers would be of what you think…….. the mind plays as it thinks of……. peace of mind does it all………… and being happy is not all that it takes………… but being true and worthy that is what it would be……… unconditionally sacrificing a true heart’s felt desire…… that reaches through self sacrifice………… a love worth fighting for…………. a time well spent and managed and an ambition worth it to be reached……… send flowers on years of turbulence …………… yet send flowers in times of gladness, what would be appreciated ..a time for silence or a time unfelt, unseen, stagnated…… died…..buried……… quietly whispered quietly glanced…. quietly looked upon….. just smiled……….felt inspired….. lifted up everything………..In His Holy Name I pray…………..Thy Holy Will Be Done…………….. so glad your here…….and nothing else to fear about…….everything would be all right there……….In Your Holy Time…………
Enchanted
February 23, 2009 by emc
how does she knows you love her… how does he knows you love him….. how can you show her…. how can you show him…… have you search for a long time….. have you looked for a while……. how does he knows he loves you……everyday would be a fine day……. everyday would be a happy day…… everyday would just be a day of magic…………..what matters most………..in life we do 80% of things not knowing only 20% really matters………life is too short to live it full of regrets……….Be happy……..The goodness of your heart always reflects your soul…………..:)
:)
February 21, 2009 by emc
There are places I remember all my life,
Though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain.
All these places have their moments
Of lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I loved them all.
And with all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these mem’ries lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
And I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more.
And I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them.
In my life I loved you more
In my life I loved you more-Adapted
Nothing compares…:)
February 2, 2009 by emc
nothing compares to your love…. a breeze that reaches the heaven…. i could smell the lilacs scent….. i can feel the sweet sunrise’s warmth…. i could see the eyes that shows grace…. the serenity of the place… i glanced at the morning’s light i saw you watching with all your dreams….. it means no worries for the rest of your days hakunamatata….. i heard the lion roared…..i quickly rushed to the veranda… i thought it’s morning… but the clouds…, and dark suddenly covers the sunlight….. how fast time flies… i could not have noticed…. i could have not seen…. but i seek… i find…. and now that i found you….. there would always be the angel that would be there always….. i pass…. i go through…. i have conquered…… i may leave….. but never will i forget about you….. the countless times…. the endless fun…..and the love shown…..it would always grow….. you and me and the world that would be against us….. now would set us free….. -
Time Well Spent….A life well lived! A living sacrifice…
January 28, 2009 by emc
See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time… Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is….- Ephisians 5:15-17
I have only just a minute,
Only sixty seconds in it….
Just a tiny little minute…
But eternity is in it…
Time just slips away…unplanned tasks just gets away….unfinished…..how can you ever deal with it…. when it seems that it swallows you up….. 24 hours yet we wanted more time….but how do we spend it? how do we gain its fruits…. how can we understand if we don’t even know the truth about time…. how can we be wise if we have to judge…..how can we know if we do not confront….and how can we see if we really are blind….when could the time be….to see…to walk to be real….to talk about what is sincere…. and to be true of what you feel…..:)
——–Lord I offer you my life————–
Hold my heart! Let it go if you wish!
December 27, 2008 by emc
Whenever the road of life will lead us…. remember the things I told you…. continue to hold my heart…. let it go if you wish to…… if there could be one thing that’s true…. that I love unconditionally…. against all odds…. Somewhere along this path of life we will meet each other again……When we are really for each other heaven will make a miracle……. continue on loving…… move forward I will be always be happy for you….. always………… we’ll be in each other ’s arms in another lifetime…… in the time when the two of us would be inseparable…… angels will be singing and the spirit would bound us together…….. wait until 300 years if you can…………. as endless as forever…………:) if only….. things will go on what we wanted it to be……….. it seems that mystery will all that is would be………..
My AngeL
December 16, 2008 by emc
She woke up the princess….. rushing at the ballroom…..and she shouted at the top of her voice…………….to the one i once had…………..the one i almost have…………the one i have…………gratefullness was in her eyes…… cryinging like everything had to flashback………….. i followed her….hugged and comforted her….. she was weak………..been hurting….. its the first time i saw how she really felt….. she was nothing compared to anyone else………….tough as she was………i felt the pain she has undergone…. hope in any way I could ease what’s she’s feeling………..I couldn’t do anything……I just looked at her….. gently i lifted her hands and placed it to where my heart is…. hearing my haertbeat…… she just smiled……..sighed thanks for being there always…….. i would always be missing an angel…… hoping the both of us could stay as it is….. but it was too late….. you have to fly….. I haven’t cared for that much…. afraid to spread my wings….. afraid to stay on earth….. but i have seen a much awaited view….. the serenity in the arms of what I really wanted……in decisons you might make…. i would always think of it….. it was planned…. in whatever reason what will going to happen….in the future we’ll both know the answer……..I might not see it now…… but soon….. when each of us… will talk as if there would be an endless conversation of how we were we would be and we will be………… I would be happy always for you…..
Only Time!
December 7, 2008 by emc
for the love i never had, a chance i hoped we had…. a time i hoped has been….this world is full of hypocracy, uncertainties……one thing is true…. i have loved unconditionally…. if these were her words…. what could be of his thoughts…. serious? do i get an answer….. why do i have to wonder….why do i have to ask?…. in the valley where no one else wants to go… a wanderer was set free….. it was i who was the first to look at him….. a stunning tall guy….. nothing magnificent…..at first… but it has something to do with a beauty yet unseen…., trying to read his mind…. i can’t comprehend…. je ne compren pas? when do i have to understand? monsieur? jesuis mademosielle…. i see deeper…. i have understood…. it just amuzes me to know of your dreams…..a goal or a plan to achieve…. the wise guy has told me ” everything scheduled is more likely to be done”..,!!! am i included in your plans?……..how long would it take…. does it have to be a long-term just like financials…. should i see the profit…. or could it be break-even? do fixed assets has to do with this….. damn!!!!!….. it is all nonsense baloney…. only one thing makes sense………..i dreamt, by my side……..there would be always………the adrenalin that will keep me running…..the insulin that rushes through my blood….. the hypothalamus that says………..heart is a feeling….. yet the mind has to think….? make sense?….. you wondered then discover!:)
:)
February 20, 2009 by marianne912000
Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold worldKiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour’s never a wasted one
The violin, the poet’s hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he’s still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand’s still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they’re still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawnLove while the night still hides the withering dawn
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Nothing compares…:)
February 2, 2009 by marianne912000
nothing compares to your love…. a breeze that reaches the heaven…. i could smell the lilacs scent….. i can feel the sweet sunrise’s warmth…. i could see the eyes that shows grace…. the serenity of the place… i glanced at the morning’s light i saw you watching with all your dreams….. it means no worries for the rest of your days hakunamatata….. i heard the lion roared…..i quickly rushed to the veranda… i thought it’s morning… but the clouds…, and dark suddenly covers the sunlight….. how fast time flies… i could not have noticed…. i could have not seen…. but i seek… i find…. and now that i found you….. there would always be the angel that would be there always….. i pass…. i go through…. i have conquered…… i may leave….. but never will i forget about you….. the countless times…. the endless fun…..and the love shown…..it would always grow….. you and me and the world that would be against us….. now would set us free….. - Nala
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Time Well Spent….A life well lived! A living sacrifice…
January 28, 2009 by marianne912000
See then that you walk circumspectly, not as fools but as wise, redeeming the time… Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is….- Ephisians 5:15-17
I have only just a minute,
Only sixty seconds in it….
Just a tiny little minute…
But eternity is in it…
Time just slips away…unplanned tasks just gets away….unfinished…..how can you ever deal with it…. when it seems that it swallows you up….. 24 hours yet we wanted more time….but how do we spend it? how do we gain its fruits…. how can we understand if we don’t even know the truth about time…. how can we be wise if we have to judge…..how can we know if we do not confront….and how can we see if we really are blind….when could the time be….to see…to walk to be real….to talk about what is sincere…. and to be true of what you feel…..:)
——–Lord I offer you my life————–
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Grow from Change - One Moment in Time
January 9, 2009 by marianne912000
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I’m only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
For every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
I’ve lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I’ve laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
You’re a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one
moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I’m more than I
thought I could be
When all of my dreams are
a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I’m racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free
_ One Moment in TIme (WH)
When you do the same things the same way you do not get better results!
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Hold my heart! Let it go if you wish!
December 27, 2008 by marianne912000
Whenever the road of life will lead us…. remember the things I told you…. continue to hold my heart…. let it go if you wish to…… if there could be one thing that’s true…. that I love unconditionally…. against all odds…. Somewhere along this path of life we will meet each other again……When we are really for each other heaven will make a miracle……. continue on loving…… move forward I will be always be happy for you….. always………… we’ll be in each other ’s arms in another lifetime…… in the time when the two of us would be inseparable…… angels will be singing and the spirit would bound us together…….. wait until 300 years if you can…………. as endless as forever…………:) if only….. things will go on what we wanted it to be……….. it seems that mystery will all that is would be……….. - princess
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For the Heart I once Had
December 22, 2008 by marianne912000
Heaven today is but a way
To a place I once called home
Heart of a child, one final sigh
As another love goes cold
Once my heart beat to the rhythm of the falling snow
Blackened below, the river now flows
A stream of molten virgin snow
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
Living today without a way
To understand the weight of the world
Faded and torn, old and forlorn
My weak and hoping heart
For the child, for the light
For the heart I once had
I’ll believe and foresee
Everything I could ever be
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
Time will not heal a Dead Boy’s scars
Time will kill
For the heart I’ll never have
For the child forever gone
The music flows, because it longs
For the heart I once had
-Nightwish
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My AngeL
December 16, 2008 by marianne912000
She woke up the princess….. rushing at the ballroom…..and she shouted at the top of her voice…………….to the one i once had…………..the one i almost have…………the one i have…………gratefullness was in her eyes…… cryinging like everything had to flashback………….. i followed her….hugged and comforted her….. she was weak………..been hurting….. its the first time i saw how she really felt….. she was nothing compared to anyone else………….tough as she was………i felt the pain she has undergone…. hope in any way I could ease what’s she’s feeling………..I couldn’t do anything……I just looked at her….. gently i lifted her hands and placed it to where my heart is…. hearing my haertbeat…… she just smiled……..sighed thanks for being there always…….. i would always be missing an angel…… hoping the both of us could stay as it is….. but it was too late….. you have to fly….. I haven’t cared for that much…. afraid to spread my wings….. afraid to stay on earth….. but i have seen a much awaited view….. the serenity in the arms of what I really wanted……in decisons you might make…. i would always think of it….. it was planned…. in whatever reason what will going to happen….in the future we’ll both know the answer……..I might not see it now…… but soon….. when each of us… will talk as if there would be an endless conversation of how we were we would be and we wil be………… I would be happy always for you…..
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I dreamed I was missing;(
December 14, 2008 by marianne912000
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made
I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you’re asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you are
-Linkin Park
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Only Time!
December 7, 2008 by marianne912000
for the love i never had, a chance i hoped we had…. a time i hoped has been….this world is full of hypocracy, uncertainties……one thing is true…. i have loved unconditionally…. if these were her words…. what could be of his thoughts…. serious? do i get an answer….. why do i have to wonder….why do i have to ask?…. in the valley where no one else wants to go… a wanderer was set free….. it was i who was the first to look at him….. a stunning tall guy….. nothing magnificent…..at first… but it has something to do with a beauty yet unseen…., trying to read his mind…. i can’t comprehend…. je ne compren pas? when do i have to understand? monsieur? jesuis mademosielle…. i see deeper…. i have understood…. it just amuzes me to know of your dreams…..a goal or a plan to achieve…. the wise guy has told me ” everything scheduled is more likely to be done”..,!!! am i included in your plans?……..how long would it take…. does it have to be a long-term just like financials…. should i see the profit…. or could it be break-even? do fixed assets has to do with this….. damn!!!!!….. it is all nonsense baloney…. only one thing makes sense………..i dreamt, by my side……..there would be always………the adrenalin that will keep me running…..the insulin that rushes through my blood….. the hypothalamus that says………..heart is a feeling….. yet the mind has to think….? make sense?….. you wondered then discover!:)
:)
November 27, 2008 by emc
I saw faces, cultures and even ways….. i’m a bit confused….. a bit worried…. a bit thrilled….. will i be alone in the place i haven’t been yet…. or could i smell the blood, that i have been thirsting for….. tears fell from my eyes… been crystalized…. created a wound at my face….. will i feel ashamed? or will you defend….. should i know the answer….. or should i wait for you in time…. I am seeing the vast and fast and dark events that could happen….. but i kept on searching but i keep in bleeding… patience we need patience…. and sacrifice goes with it…. will desicions ever hunt me? or regrets would keep on bugging me…. leave…. now leave…but if you will remember to look back….. remembered the days, the memories and especially bring with you everything learned, achieved, proud of….inspired …relieved…..blessed we’ll meet again…. maybe sometime…..in 300 years… in the years where no oneelse would live…. in the time where there would be only just one spirit….. just one soul….. just one whisper……. just one tear…..just one heart…..just one reality and just one dream came true…. that’s with you…..- looking seeing….. she just told me these things very unclear….should i understand? how could i know…..how could i bear…. if idon’t know…. seek and you shall find….follow and see!:)
Take a bow!
November 17, 2008 by emc
Saw fireworks?!:) amuzing…. I was thinking, we look up at the same sky….whenever you look up in the sky…. think of the day I first looked and gazed at you….funny how two worlds just crossed….. feeling blessed…? has it planned….. has fate has to do with this….I could never be too far were under the same sky….. I saw her she was there…. very entertaining…… but it’s over now…..I pray that i could see my spirit…. I will be lifted… relieved….go on…
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Also Heroes bleed… angels save… and You… give hope…
November 6, 2008 by marianne912000
As the dawn approaches it saddens me….. but i could see it’s beauty…. as if there would never be tomorrow….. I am enjoying every single moment spent, happily, undeniebly contented….. but I can feel the blood rushing…. the waters splashing…. saying where do I start? whom would I believe…. could I restore, or could someome restore what the dark lord has destroyed? I could see hope from afar….. however I could not leave yet…. shadows do hunt me…. couuld I see the sunshine…. has it yet to come? how many hours would I wait? could I see the face of the angel who guides me….. or should I search for the path to where I like to stay? do I have a choice? I only have one ticket…. to whom will I give it? should I keep it? I only have one choice that is I have to choose….. confusing…… yes…. dig deeper see deeper… think deeper…. swim into the ocean….. look into the caves…. understand like no other….. and love unconditionally….. makes sense?
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I’d Rather…….:)
October 22, 2008 by marianne912000
I’m wondering where the little princess would go? What does she suppose to do?……. She has never stopped to seek freedom…. She has dreams… She has hopes….She has a vision… and yes she has a purpose… and yet a purpose so unclear to her. I can see how vague and complex life could be… or should i say it would be ufair… I was blinded… so as I felt a knife strike my heart… and it deeply hurts… Or should I say listen to what you feel or what is more important ..is what you think?…..I see his shadow it shakens me…. but it will stop me…. maybe hypocrisy surrounds me but it doesn’t overwhelm me….. the serenity of the place was quite one of the very few reasons there is peace…. and yet the Dark Lord covered the place with it’s blood and it shed my face…… I almost cannot breath….. But a hand has reached me….. take my hand he said….maybe it is HE- yes…. HE is………….I have left it…. yet he remained steadfast He was beside me always…….I am moved… I continued…. I saw her -the princess she was happy….. She is happy…….. I saw it in her smile…. Justifications can’t be guaranteed with one command blink of an eye……A change needed to see her face once again….
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Twilight….
October 5, 2008 by marianne912000
Sometimes love finds us, when our hope is fading and the twilight is setting in, it leads us safety through the darkest nights……the nights when the new moon fills the clouds sky. As it blossoms and grows. Its sparkling light is enough to eclipse the brightest of the breaking dawn……- twilight
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I am blessed…i’ll miss your smile…
September 26, 2008 by marianne912000
the Princess….I never had thought that words could hurt that much….. I felt it in my veins…….as I heard the cool breeze dashing…. I see you falling…. I was worried…. Afraid I could not catch you………. But I have seen his wings spread…. he was nice….I dreamt of him….. Then I saw you… I was confused…. I am alarmed…. I was quite curious….But i have to stop….. think first… maybe twice… thrice and so on…….I had this contenment…. I don’t have to stop….. I won’t….. But someone held my hand….. he held it…. I knew I was moved…. I have been inspired…. time will heal….. someday.. we’ll see…. wherever the road maybe……let it be……
:)
September 26, 2008 by emc
Prince: i will always love the maiden who ran away…
Princess: i love the prince from far away…..
- Into the woods…..
Heaven’s missing an angel…
August 21, 2008 by emc
I see you staring… wondering if I am the one your thinking…. I just miss the old times…. I just loved it when you care… When it seems that this crazy old would be ours…. I just hoped that time would be in our hands… Soon I would know if destiny and fate are true or is it a plan or a choice I would see.
AnGeL :)
August 12, 2008 by emc
Why doesn’t this heart stop from beating
So I won’t feel it hurting
Can somebody tell me?
When I knew all along you’re the one who can see me through
And when everybody turn their backs on me you’d be there
And now things have changed, you closed your eyes and I felt that coldness right straight into my veins
I saw you’re sad, I saw you cared, I saw you cried, I got confused,
I was thinking that the angeI I thought who was there, just passed my way, touched my life, give meaning to my days but never will stay.
Be a great leader!
August 3, 2008 by emc
Managers trump companies….It’s not that…. employee focused initiatives are unimportant. It’s just that your immediate manager is more important… She defines and pervades your work and environment… If your relationship with your manager is fractured, then no amount of in chair massaging or company sponsored dog walking will persuade you to stay and perform. It is better to work for a great manager in an old fashioned company than for a terrible manager in a company offering an enlightened, company focused culture. -(Harvard School of Business, Brian J. Hall, Harvard Essentials)
Would you be there?
August 3, 2008 by emc
If ever you’d be there…. would you be there?
If ever I were there…. would you be there?
If ever I am sick…. would you be there?
If ever I needed you… would you be there?
If ever I am scared…. would you be there?
If ever everything’s ok… would you be there?
If ever I am already tired…. would you be there?
If ever I fall… would you be there?
If ever I am in a hurry… would you be there?
If ever I am happy would you be there?
If ever all I can see is the hope in you… would you be there?
If ever I would be there would you be there?
If ever you would not see me again… would you still be there?
If the time, the place and the situation would be right…. I hope you’d still be there…. And I will be there waiting….:)
Do what makes you happy…
July 30, 2008 by emc
Is there such thing as letting go…. or its just moving on…..I’m letting go…. take me to the road I’m on….. Jesus take the wheel…..There is a thousand reasons I want to give up but I’m stubborn in the things I believe… Coz maybe there’s another plan… A plan which I can’t see…. Like a little surprise like your love in my life….-corrinne may
Today Will always be My Cherished Present-Future
July 26, 2008 by emc
Never thought life could be this complicated…. decisions hunt me until evening… I needed peace of mind… so much things inside my head…. What is essential? Who gives the answer the head or the heart???? How could it be the heart if the head is higher that it??? Because maybe the heart feels and sees things in which the mind can’t…… at the end of the day it all boils down to the question… is it worth it???? Do I deserve this and most of all have I made someone happy??? Or have I atleast served someone to make him/her smile…………….I don’t want to think what will happen in the future…. I just want to think of today…. When I think of tomorrow I feel fear…. I feel maybe excitement and may be confusion….. I just want to live for today…. I’d rather stop thinking of the future…. BUT I WOULD ALWAYS Be reaching for it…. What now is important to me is my present….. my future will then be because of my present… I would nurture today… every single breath that I take, a river of tears I cried, a hundred fold challenges I take would always be for the one I called my present….. I would always be following what my heart desires because from here I draw inspiration, I am having passion and most especially im being cared for….He died for me…. He cares for me, He loves me and most especially He would always be there for me…. and What His plans are I would follow… Even if it means a thousand challenges and battles I would take…. Let it be done according to your word….:) Today I feel happy….. Today I feel relieved…. Today I feel humbled and today I surrender myself…:)
A gentleman Admired
July 24, 2008 by marianne912000
Tired after fencing, that’s what she’s doing every morning the Princess spoke to me….. She just said she attended a very inspiring seminar actually she has been invited to be a speaker but she refused. She was happy to be just one of those audiences. She was amazed to what she had heard in the speech of one of the most Inspiring business typhans In England. She said… "This young man hehehe young at heart indeed he was in his early 40’s. He was in the height of his career. He was serious, a determined man, disciplined, and what made me admire him was that He would always wear a smile that could make people smile also and be happy. He touched people’s lives with all Hs inspiring seminars and speeches:) He was very humble. His story was from rugs to riches. Going up the ladder of success was not easy for HIm. It took him a thousand struggles and obstacles to reach His goal. And you know what? He have not dreamt of becoming rich, maybe for some of us money was the only thing in our minds. We think business right? But come to think of it when you think of money? You become stressed you become overly obsessed with worldly possessions. But hey this money is not all there is in the world? Right? This young gentlman proved to me that being successful isn’t all about what you can get in your pocket but most importantly what you can do to make other people happy. And success goes with it. Its having friends to confide on, It’s not just about what you know but whom you know… Living in this complex world isn’t easy. We need each other to survive. Yes we have to be independent. But what makes the world go round? Yeah people who inspire, who bring out the best in us and most importantly people who believe in us. And these people are the ones whom we love and respect in return. The experiences we have each day may it be nice or bad are all part of everyday’s battle. It’s up to us if we would just stop and give up or to always be strong, fight and continue to survive and move on….." I too also I am impressed to what I have heard from her… I’ve got a smile in my face also…..:) hehehehe
The way it is!
July 17, 2008 by emc
My angel was guiding me all along…. I have not noticed for the longest time… He just wanted me to see things differently. Life’s not at all a bed of roses after all.. Life is not worth living if everything’s smooth sailing…. All I ever have to do is trust Him… He was not asleep He knows what’s He’s doing…. when finally Jesus said why be worried and anxious I am here. Where is your faith? Why worry when I will always be around? Why struggle when you have someone at yor side…. I will never leave you I am always here……. I felt it in the circumstances… Nothing is coincidence…. May be there’s a plan, a plan which I can’t see…..- "Corrinne" Soon I would know and sometimes answers come the least we expected it…. The most unexpected date and place and most of all the most unexpected person…. maybe there’s a purpose….. A very special gift we just can’t see…… maybe an inspiration from within…..
Tell me what’s right??
July 17, 2008 by emc
Be with the one you love or be with the one who loves you rightly…:) love is patient love is kind love is not jealous…… love is unconditional….. love is sacrifing….. love is not selfish…… love is forgiving……….Now then tell me you love me???? For God so loved the world that He gave us He’s only Son Jesus to save us…… That’s love….. An inspiration… an inner peace coming from within….. A selfless act just for the One you love…. It’s never being unfaithful….. It’s loyal, truthful….. It brings happiness….It brings serenity….It’s never about choosing or confusing…. It’s about who’s willing to stay and fighting it right…. it’s letting go if it is right…. it’s hope…..It’s strength…. It’s freedom…….It’s not ALL ABOUT ME…It’s about you………….:)
Mademoiselle’s little secret….
July 10, 2008 by emc
…..I ran up the attic…. I opened the door…. I was looking for the princess’ little diary once more…. I knew she always runs up here to write on her diary…… I was delighted I found it again and it was on the same place I found it before…. But it looked old and a bit dusty… It looked like a notebook… But still I’m excited on what’s written in its pages….. She was very busy on her French class…She didn’t even bother to look for me and ask for her favorite french vanilla coffee…hhhhmmm…If I could have much time… I was fond of reading her stories, her dreams… her fantasy…..I know it’s her life… it’s hers….." I wish and I pray that I could wipe your tears away….I hope I could still touch your heart and make you smile each day….If only I had realized the care you have shown, If only I have seen your love that was so real……"… I I I I wish it would be continued…:)
He’s with me all along…
July 2, 2008 by emc
I was regretting the past and fearing the future. Suddenly, my Lord was speaking:
"MY NAME IS I AM."
He paused. I waited. he continued, " When you live in the past with its mistakes and regrets, It is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WAS.
When you live in the future, with its problems and fears. It is hard. I am not there. My name is not I WILL be.
When you live in this moment. It is not hard. I am here.
MY NAME IS I AM!!!:)
MISS MY kUNGFU Panda!
July 1, 2008 by emc
"Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery and today is a GIFT!!!
My no matter what guy!
June 15, 2008 by marianne912000
Everyone needs a " no matter what guy". That’s a guy who makes you want to try your best, because he believes in you, lifts you up, inspires you no matter what…..
Everyone needs a guy like that… I know…. because I’ve got my dad… And I know He’ll be there for me always…. no matter what!!!!….
Happy Dad’s day to all fathers… because every guy can be a father but not all are great dads…
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Spongebob makes me smile….
June 1, 2008 by marianne912000
The princess -fond of watching spongebob square pants….was happy when she received this message " im moody lyk squidward, a bit dumb lyk patrick a little too cold hearted lyk plankton and smtyms stpid lyk spongebob…. but i’ll always be beside you my krabbby patty:)" I looked at her with curiousity, again I saw the smile in her face,…. I was relieved….. Now I too am happy… knowing spongebob could make her smile once more…..but I stand still, I have thoughts in my mind…. I remembered I am there??? or Am I just here?? just here….just right here…….
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My Guardan Angel…:)
May 24, 2008 by marianne912000
……I talked with her- the princess, she was bothered quite confused maybe, but I know she’s happy……..I saw her…. she uttered these words…."I wish I could see you smile at me once again, I wish I could bring back those days, I wish I have much time, I wish we had……I was thinking of the past, and yet I am enjoying the present with its challenges and surprises…. The future excites me but I still long for fulfillment…. Does time matter? Do things have to change? Do I have to give-up right now?"…….My Princess please sleep let all your worries maybe anxieties speak for themselves… Let it be..! You’ll know the answers when the time is right……….. I hugged her, she cried…. she was relieved….I know she’s glad….
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You give me inspiration..
May 15, 2008 by marianne912000
Thank you for the admiration…. I hope we had the same time…. I hope I have met you before…. I hope time would bring us in the same world…. I just hope….I m olny in my early 20’s but it is as if Im already doubled your age… I have viewed things in a diffrent manner, have things in mind far beyond people the same my age…. I may think maturely but hey I’m still the same girl who would like to watch movies, telenovelas, even cartoons and believe in angels. I would love to eat fishball and squid balls in the streets and eat cotton candies, popcorn….I’m enjoying my life right now….:) knowing I have someone to look forward to….. to a future mybe so mysterious that only He has the answwer - the key to whom and which my heart desires…..:) Thanks for the inspiration………….
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Right Beside me…
May 13, 2008 by marianne912000
Two roads diverged in the woods, I took the road less travelled and that has made all the difference………..:)
I looked at my angel He was the same when I first saw HIm. But He was unreachable, untouchable maybe…. He was way ahead of me… How could I ever see the angel I thought was only here right beside me…. Always.. I was just thinking He could bring me to heaven…. And yet I have to stay, here, just right here. I could not go far….I have dreams to fulfill have battles to win, have struggles to surpass…. I have it all in my hands so i have to be here….. just here………I know in the future I could meet Him… Maybe in heaven when all tasks are finished I could see Him, I could finally glance at Him….
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My Question..:) He’s the answer…:)
May 12, 2008 by marianne912000
I was wondering how the princess would react on the statements written in a notebook I found in her closet….:)
"I can do anythinng through Him who gives me strength…
To view everyday as a learning adventure with brand new ideas to explore..
To know that all triumphs you make will eventually lead you to more..
To live your own life in the manner you’ve chosen.
Refusing to settle for less.
To shape your own destiny build your own world…:)"
P.S….
There are things that confuse us… especially when events need a sudden decision making… right? For some it would be easy, for others it would not be. Things happen for a reason and really sometimes reasons we just ca’nt understand. But think again should we worry for something we should not fear about.. Yes we need to trust Him.. and trusting Him means surrendering, being patient and having to wait even though it means hey move on but slow down…. Finally I have come to realize the value of waiting… perfect TIMING, to LOVE fully each day, to SACRIFICE, and be optimistic even though I have to face so many challenges in this vast and complicated world I am in…
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Having read what was in the fancy notebook, I was delighted, maybe enlightened… and wait…shhh.. hope she’d not be awakened…I finally sneaked out of her room…ran fast and that was fun…:)
With great power comes great responsibility
May 9, 2008 by emc
Fear not as you enter new life. You are not a momentary whim of a careless creator, experimenting in the laboratory life. You are a free manifestation of my love. You are made with a purpose. You are a masterpiece of creation. You are a marvel to behold and I am pleased. I gave you the power to think. i gave you the power to love. I gave you the power to will. I gave you the power to laugh. I gave you the power to create. I gave you the power to plan. I gave you the power to speak. I gave you the power to pray. I gave you the power to adjust to any climate, any hardship, any challenge. I gave you the power to be the master of and to manage your own destiny. I gave you the power to translate and interpret a sensation or perception not by instint but by thought and deliberation into whatsoever is best for yourself. …:)
Choose to love rather than hate. Choose to laugh rather than cry. Choose to build rather than destroy. Choose to praise rather than gossip. Choose to persevere rather than quit. Choose to act rather than procrastinate. Choose to grow rather than stagnate. Choose to pray rather than curse..:)
a bit tiring day…
April 10, 2008 by emc
It’s been a long and hot day…. and been wondering if Shakespear’s ever thought of setting his mind on how to answer the Princess’ question… the sun is about to rise and yet questions have been all over me… have I done something wrong or have it been situations, circumstances that keep the journey quite terribly shaky.. It is dark it is gloomy for the days end in tears so many… when can i hear my angel’s whisper, when can i see my angel smile…
Do what makes you happy..
April 11, 2008 by emc
Just love kids… I’m excited on Sunday, I will be working with kids…. JB Petron launched JB Kiddie crew… i will be working with angels heheh hope they will behave well…
Friday, September 10, 2010
It's about us! I'll catch you and never let you go: despicable me!
Thank God it's Friday.... had a great day.... saw how my angels had their passion for pastries and culinary arts..... I'm loving pastry........ A stressful yet has been a stress-free day.
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Had so much fun with the gals..... It's all about Us!!!!.....
I had my craving on green tea yogurt - had it would blueberry and grahams.... Alyssa seemed to have had so much fun in the nail spa..... Next stop clinic!!!! panic Gatroenteristis and ENT.... hhhmmm have to take care of ourselves ....
Movie madness with the cast despicable Me..... I will catch you and I will never let you go.........AND lota yogurt lovi'n
Sis with yogurt
I had a great day!!!! and its our day!......
Had so much fun with the gals..... It's all about Us!!!!.....
I had my craving on green tea yogurt - had it would blueberry and grahams.... Alyssa seemed to have had so much fun in the nail spa..... Next stop clinic!!!! panic Gatroenteristis and ENT.... hhhmmm have to take care of ourselves ....
Movie madness with the cast despicable Me..... I will catch you and I will never let you go.........AND lota yogurt lovi'n
Sis with yogurt
Thursday, September 9, 2010
When you look at me..
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful
Yeah, yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you
Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me
-miley cyrus
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody when the night's so long
'Cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that prove to me
All I need, every breath that I breathe
Don't ya know, you're beautiful
Yeah, yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you
I look at you
Yeah, yeah, oh, oh
You appear just like a dream to me
-miley cyrus
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I will always be grateful in having you!
I learned how to drive, waking up early in the morning everyday of summer 2003 and cleaning the car first. I will not be taught how to drive if I would not do this. It was tiring, a bit of exhausted but I'd always thank my father for teaching me so. I learned it the hard way but I will always remember these days.... From a little plumbing, carpentry and including the some of the household chores he also taught me these things. A disciplinarian, some kind a like military man, a true blooded Batageno, a bit quiet and a reserved man. I love it when I could see my father smile different from my Mom - my mom is bubbly very expressive and showy. She is one of a kind and I couldn't ask for more because she is showing us each and everytime her love so genuinely. Papa's a bit strict our conversations will stream into intellectual conversations on business politics etc. Two different people but they have touched my life like no other. I am thankful for God's endless blessing including them being in my Life. I would always be grateful for their love.
Lesson 1:
Be grateful on what you have, nourish and take care of them/him/her.
I've had a hard life, but my hardships are nothing against the hardships that my father went through in order to get me to where I started.
-- Bartrand Hubbard
Mother's love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible. ~Marion C. Garretty, quoted in A Little Spoonful of Chicken Soup for the Mother's Soul
Lesson 1:
Be grateful on what you have, nourish and take care of them/him/her.
I've had a hard life, but my hardships are nothing against the hardships that my father went through in order to get me to where I started.
-- Bartrand Hubbard
Mother's love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible. ~Marion C. Garretty, quoted in A Little Spoonful of Chicken Soup for the Mother's Soul
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